onetwentyfive or bust

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Eighteen, vegetarian, and desperate to be thin!

SW: 160 lbs
CW: 159 lbs
GW1: 155 lbs
GW2: 145 lbs- Vintage rose gauges!
GW3: 135 lbs- Urbanoutfitters spree!
UGW: 125 lbs- Tattoo!

I have been looking for a rucksack like this for months and have yet to find it. Any ideas?